I will.

• I'm going to show you that I'm worth it.
• I'm going to show that you really worth it.
• Forget about limitation, your worth is infinite.
• You still mean a world to me.
• We are not wasting our time, we are only hoping to get rid of the 7 hours difference, so we can get close again like we used to when you are here.
• You are not wasting your feelings. I'm not wasting mine, it's just so difficult right now with exams and stuff. I'm keeping it safe right here and I'm going to express it one day....in a most romantic way imaginable, by.
• I know its really hard over there, be strong, jangan slalu nangis. I will always be right here, you will always be my priority.
• Just so you know, you are still number one on my speed dial. Your blog is still bookmarked on my Google Chrome. And you are still my homepage on my Mozilla Firefox.
• Absentmindedly, I wrote your name over and over again on a piece of paper when I revised.
• Sometimes a find a day is long, way too long. Without you here, there's nothing to do.

Lastly, sorry if you ever feel neglected when I was busy, when I had my study group, when I'm tired, when I forgot to say those 3 words, when I forgot that it's been 13 months, when I forgot that all this time what I really need is....YOU.

Haven't got the time to update this blog.

But since its 8th of the month (October to be exact),

HAPPY 8TH OF THE MONTH, NADIA NABILLAH ;)

p/s: sorry I almost forgot that today is the 8th udah.....

All the fellas, the ladies, the fellas, the ladies.

It's Monday, 10th of August 2009.

MATHS QUALIFYING EXAM ------> TODAY!

I'm not gonna blabber on how stress I am these couple of weeks. I'm trying to relax here, before 1 hour and 45 minutes of maths torture. Exam starts at 1 and I have few hours to kill. I'm not gonna do anything concerning maths, no counting, no touching buttons that look similar like my calculator, no number, no graphs. APAKAN OBER. I'm putting my maths care aside here.

Actually I am excited to start revising for A2 properly after this mock exam. Frankly speaking, I am quite motivated now...and if I don't stop revising like this til the REAL EXAM day comes, I bet the papers would be as easy as ABC. Let's just hope my motivation is maintained and will peaked every single day before the BIG DAY.

TOPIC CHANGED:

I don't know if you realized this but it is HOT. The air is not clean...the haze is so dense that visibilty is greatly reduced e.g the sea view from my biology lab, I can't see a damn thing since the forest burning frenzy starts in Lambak and God knows where in KB, and not forget to mention the forest around my house =.= And screw my room aircon, its not working dalam masa masa yang genting cmani, everynight saya digoreng oleh kehangatan and kehangitan!

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WE ARE WITNESSING GLOBAL WARMING. apakan.

Fish bone stuck on my throat.

It's been a couple of hours now since my throat got invaded by a calcium medium which comes from a protein meal, a fish bone. (apakan) I knew I should not have tried 'ikan goreng' for lunch. Now I can feel the sharp end of the bone poking my throat now, sitting there comfortably witnessing all the stuff I've consumed just to get rid of it.

I tried eating balls of rice, but it came back after few minutes. I tried banana, drinking bottles of water, eat a lot of soft bread, coughing....but all to no avail. Swallowing is not comfortable and I hate it everytime I need to swallow. Let's just keep it aside for few more hours, and we'll see what comes up.

:D

I am probably going hiatus for few weeks

because..

THE DAY HAS FINALLY COME.